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Sunday, July 25, 2010

some things that you miss in life after so long

there were quite a number of things i wanted to blog about, but the thoughts always just went by. is this a sign that i should really get an iphone or such? i guess i will just wait, its just a want, not a need. its not that important anyways. like what difference would it make by being that connected and getting all my thoughts out. for whom? for what.

lets see,

1) i have been reading quite a number of chick lits ( some of the jane green books and dear john) recently cause work for the past 2 weeks are purely non-work. managed to catch a number of movies (the men who stared at goats, alvin and the chipmunks 2, new moon, the karate kid, date night) meanwhile during that period of time. haha, how great huh? (: (:

2) reading dear john makes me feel like enlisting in the army. why? because like the character in the book, it seems like i don't really know what to do with my life, why not let someone else take charge of it. but that's the catch, you wouldn't cherish what you have until then it happened. as applied to many other things. what you thought best, isn't actually that. its tiring to keep thinking and being optimistic that life is all about making mistakes, or it wouldn't be much of a life.

3) last day of work today. the place that i worked at, did i mention before? its scary at night. After chai left the work place, i tend to visit the toilet on my own. the walkways are scary. its like those office buildings you can see from those horror game. the same kind of door, the same off-white corridors, the same dark corners, the same small rooms, the same toilet, as if anything can jump at you at any moment. i kinda enjoyed this job despite the unfriendly work timing, unfriendly respondents (but who cares! haha, its quite funny when you are given this 'authority' on behalf of the gah-men. somedays i feel proud of it, the others, i wish not.)

the people there are great, i have to say despite me being such a mood swing person in which one minute i can be happy, the other stoned and moody (i swear i am not really like that..)

people like fazil, zakir, fahmi, jin jie, resh, crystal, jialing, ksyukri, shalom and the list goes on. making the work place not that rigid. all the jokes and food that you guys bring to brightened up the work atmosphere. I think i put back the weight i lost in the previous work place man. oh yes, not to forget, some of the sups were really great, like charlene, wenxin, selena.. yep. haha. (:

4) can i say how much i suddenly thought how my parents rock? i wish i could tell them that, like this. despite all the time, some days, it just feels like shit, i feel like that... i wish i could be better. anyways, on thursday night, went and stayed over at mbs. was wandering/ touring about the compound with my mum and she keeps taking pictures of me. haha, we were having fun with the camera.

5) friday morning all alone at the hotel, went up to the skypark for a swim, was skeptical initially, thought its gonna be some small pool, but i was wrong. it was the most awesome piece of architecture design. seriously, i would die for a home like that... its the life man. give me a better body, and i would love it even more. hahah. kidding.

later part of the day, met up with ryan and we went to check out food places. finally checked out this chin chin chicken rice at purvis street that dan was so excited about. haha, not bad i guess though a little pricey. the white chicken is better than the roasted one btw. and then we head down the street for food for thought for dessert (: (: ( i still haven't get to try the ratatouile!) after which met up with joe who was at that area as well.

we caught the movie inception. pretty cool plot and story line. but now that i look at it, the main plot is just dreams within dreams within dreams and the action that goes with it. but the origin of the idea is cool. how a thought is that powerful.. and i do agree, dreaming as an action of escape. recently, there are a number of days that i would just prolong sleep longer, to keep dreaming.

visited the helix bridge

there were ndp rehearsals

had dinner at the gluttons (my first time eating there!)

brought them to the mbs

oh, there were 2 fireworks one at the north-west side (my dad said thats bukit timah hill area) and one at the south (i know! cause i was just there last weekend where there's firework display at universal studio on the weekends)

just sat by the poolside and talked with the sky above us.

6) walked to and fro to and fro that whole area the whole day, my legs are aching. haha.

7) ryan, you still owe me to a trip and treat to dempsey!

8) ryan, joe: it has been nearly 1 and a half year since school and perhaps 3 years since we hung out like that huh. and our blogs are still pretty much going on as our lives goes on. hopefully this don't just ends of. remember what we use to say the last time? friends for life? something like that.

9) omg, its 2.51am now. goodnight.